Monday, February 28, 2005 It's hard to type without shuddering when my roommate's being all mushy and horny with her boyfriend on the phone.. but we can't stop the world for that now can we? In anycase, Sade (my roommate) and i had a great time tonight.. sat though 5 hours of work* today (we usually only do 4) so it was quite an accomplishment.. * I'm an MBNA creditcard monster by night.. (telesales) Anyways, yeah so it was late and we were hungry.. and we found this really cool place downtown (which is really just the street that borders school) and got these awesome buffalo wings and lo mien.. this store had everything.. american, italian, chinese, mexican.. all cooked by the one college kid with new tattoos.. and he even gave us free drinks! We're gonna go back. Snowing like crazy lately.. but for once i dont mind.. cuz im going SNOWBOARDING on thursday!! Hannah and hanwei have been bragging about their classes so much i dont think i can resist anymore.. but they also said 'its like skateboarding..' which promptly brought me back to the time i was on shaocong's board in the middle of the night in the law library.. think book flopping down on a shelf. i was the book. And neither can i wait till this weekend!!! Driving down to FLORIDA for spring break!!! ok so i used to live in boca raton and made fun of all the patchy white tourists that came in the summer. but this time is different.. this time im one of them.. a crazy college student on a road trip to the most populated spring break destination. 13 of us in 3 cars.. It's gonna be HOT ;) And after that im flying up with Faizal to Atlantic city.. Coool. And how am i financing all this? Well telemarketing's not gonna cut it, obviously. At least not after i blew almost a hundred on the newyork trip last week.. (ok pictures up for that soon i hope) So as of today, i've taken up a second job. I'm selling myself, literally.. and i get 50 bucks a week if im willing do it twice a week.. today was the first time, it hurt a little so im not sure if im ready for it again on friday. They prick your finger to test your blood for AIDS/HIV everytime! But the other girls there said i'd get used to it, the finger prick at least. Hannah said she'll do this with me too once she gets her ssn settled. Sharon's too skinny for the job. Oh well.. she's got her own respectable chemical engineering summer internship. So she doesnt need the money now. Ok more later.. need to study now.. class tmr morning and im still a student you know.. Can't reach. Can't touch. Can't see. Can't tell. Still want. Still try. Still wait. Still there. Don't feel. Don't hear. Don't know. Don't think. Don't fear, still here. Hey people! My blog just got its first asshole! (excuse the bad word, but required for description) Anyways, lemme update you people on the last few days.. My roommate's in some frat.. and the other day as i walked into our room, these 2 other girls frm her frat were there and they covered our entire room in porn. Playboy and Penthouse pinups. There were pink silly string, XL condoms, candy, cookies, pink balloons hanging ard the room as well... THIS, they said, was her post-initiation room makeover.. and its supposed to be a surprise for her when she gets back later.. They apologised for messing with my side of the room as well.. but being a sporting roommate i said.. "no prob..." but the rest of the time alone in the room was kinda disturbing.. these girls were kinda scary.. they really had 'cheebai' faces.. haha.. either.. really blank and ditzy faces or just plain creepy looking makeup.. yeah so my roommate got back and was shocked and tickled (perhaps one more than the other too) and she just HAD to see how big the XL condoms were.. well she took one out.. and it fit over her 16fl.oz. bottle of Plax mouthwash. yup. scary. but not as scary as when she snapped it off the bottle and flicked the thing at me.. haha
Thursday, February 24, 2005 I need to be at peace with myself.I cant sleep at night and i cant wake up in the morning. There's too much uncertainty, jealousy, desire, and regret. There're things I need to let go of. I need to stop reading other people's lives and be content with my own. In attempt to save my mind, I am going to stop swearing. Everytime I feel the urge to I'll be reminded of all the things I need to change about myself. All the selfishness that needs to be cleansed. I need to be happy for others and not assume that I should have what they have too. I need to accept the present or initiate change. And this is the start of the latter. I need to be at peace with myself. In attempt to save my mind, I am going to stop swearing.
Wednesday, February 23, 2005 Knock it over, patch it backIt doesn't matter you'll still look back When your confusions reveal, and your needs come clear You won't know which to leave or take To take what's real and leave what's dear Or trust tempation and swallow fear Sleep tonight and let the silent tear guide The path of your heart and that of your mind Pray you wake to decision And find the right direction Free anger, hate and self pity And life will resume continuity I hope.
Tuesday, February 22, 2005 I´m not afraid of anything in this worldThere´s nothing you can throw at me that I haven´t already heard I´m just trying to find a decent melody A song that I can sing in my own company I never thought you were a fool But darlin´, look at you oh oh You gotta stand up straight Carry your own weight These tears are going nowhere Baby You´ve got to get yourself toghether You´ve got stuck in a moment and now you can´t get out of it Don´t say that later will be better Now you´re stuck in a moment And you can´t get out of it I will not forsake, the colours that you bring But the nights you filled with fireworks They left you with nothing I´m still enchanted by the light you brought to me I still listen through you ears, and throught your eyes I can see You are such a fool To worry like you do oh oh I know it´s tough, and you can never get enough Of what you really don´t need now... my oh my You´ve got to get yourself toghether You´ve got stuck in a moment and now you can´t get out of it Oh love, look at you now You´ve got stuck in a moment and now you can´t get out of it I was unconscious, half asleep The water is warm ´till you discover how deep I wasn´t jumpin´..for me it was a fall It´s a long way down to nothin´at all You´ve got to get yourself together You´ve got stuck in a moment and now you can´t get out of it Don´t say that later will be better Now you´re stuck in a moment And you can´t get out of it And if the night runs over And if the day won´t last And if your way should falter Along the stony pass And if the night runs over And if the day won´t last And if your way should falter Along the stony pass It´s just a moment This time will pass
Tuesday, February 15, 2005 Hey! My online album for my photos here in Penn state is finally up!!Just click on [PennState!] under Photographs in the column on the right :)
Friday, February 11, 2005 Shane sent me roses!!!!.. and i've obviously been playing with my camera too much.. ;) Happy Valentines Day, baby!! I really didn't expect these.. now i know why you asked for my 'exact' city... I've never received a bouquet of such huge red roses before.. and in the mail too!! *hug*
Sunday, February 06, 2005 Juan ________ con su novia en la clase de historia.A. habla B. monta C. hablo D. monto i put b. and got it wrong. cuz that means ''Juan is riding his girlfriend in history class." i think that's the funniest spanish mistake i made so far.
Saturday, February 05, 2005 Hey people check this out! ~VALENTINE'S DAY FLOWERS~ 12 roses or 9 tulips: $47 24 roses: $62 6-8 lilies: $43 all colours (yes, even blue) $6-8 for delivery Yup, my friend Rox is the one behind all this.. shes really artistic and all the bouquets shes done for me before were incredible! She also agreed that if you post this on YOUR blog, you'll get a 15% discount off your first bouquet too :)
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Don't pretend you weren't wondering.. Birthdate: 9 July 1984 msn: daydream247@hotmail.com email: extraordinarymil@gmail.com If you're my aquaintance and 'heard' frm somewhere that I 'look' Chinese but 'fake' an accent or something, I will explain now (though it's never once and for all): I'm an American born Chinese, my parents are Hongkongers. I was born in Chicago, raised in Hongkong till I was 5, moved to Boca Raton, Florida and stayed till I was 11, moved to Trophy Club, Texas and stayed till i was 13, moved to Singapore and have stayed there since. Throughout my preschool-univeristy life i have attended 13 schools so far. Was it tough? did it make me bitter? I dont think so, ask any of my friends.. or try and find someone who hates me.. *wink* archives October 2002November 2002December 2002January 2003February 2003March 2003April 2003May 2003June 2003July 2003August 2003September 2003October 2003November 2003December 2003January 2004February 2004March 2004April 2004May 2004June 2004July 2004August 2004September 2004October 2004November 2004December 2004January 2005February 2005March 2005April 2005May 2005June 2005July 2005August 2005September 2005October 2005November 2005December 2005January 2006February 2006March 2006April 2006May 2006July 2006July 2007 Photographs
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