Literally PINK....and its deeper than you think ;)

Wednesday, March 26, 2003

Here's something from Estle's email that lit up an otherwise real sucky day: (by the way, glad your livin it up in austrailia! u go girl..)

Dance as though no one is watching you,
Love as though you've never been hurt,
Sing as though no one can hear you,
Live as though heaven is on earth

Life's been.. tricky.. lately... really testing my patience and strength.. nothing seems to go as expected... everything refuses to be planned.. i can't believe i don't know where i'll be in 3 months' time.. the only thing that keeps me going is the belief that God has a plan for me, and everything that's happening fit into His grand design.. so i know i just have to make do with the situations im given... but i feel like a driverless racecar put to run in a straight track -- im crashing recklessly into every barricade. After a while of headbanging.. im starting to lose my focus.. i don't noe what i want.. or even what i have anymore.. just gradually battered into whatever mould that's left over for me.

But im not depressed.
(and for that i've gotta thank aaron for being a star friend lately *gRinz*.. thanks for helping me spend every cent of my "daily happy quota" everynight on those brainless phonescalls = > .. and pple like lynn, who's always up and ready when crises strike.. )

girlnumber20 @ 5:30 AM | |

Shame on you if you fool me once,
Shame on me if you fool me twice,
But you've been a pretty hard case to crack
I should've known better but I didn't and I can't go back

Oooh, Life Goes On, and its only gonna make me strong
Its a fact, once you get on board say goodbye cuz you can't go back

girlnumber20 @ 5:29 AM | |

Wednesday, March 12, 2003

Someone made me think twice about love today..

girlnumber20 @ 5:17 AM | |

Tuesday, March 11, 2003

MUSICiLIKE: From the Billboard 100 -1984

Against All Odds (Take A Look At Me Now) - Phil Collins
Karma Chameleon - Culture Club
Girls Just Want To Have Fun - Cyndi Lauper
Time After Time - Cyndi Lauper *BIg GriNZ*
I Just Called To Say I Love You - Stevie Wonder
I Can Dream About You - Dan Hartman
Uptown Girl - Billy Joel

girlnumber20 @ 6:36 AM | |

Tuesday, March 04, 2003

oh here's just bored little me doing quizzes again.. im training myself not to cheat on em..

You're Christina Ricci. Beautiful.

What sexy girl are you
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girlnumber20 @ 6:57 AM | |

Today wasn't very exciting..

i was counting like a preschooler for like 4 hrs in the morning... counting and tallying gift vouchers (too bad they were already redeemed =P) And i're realized that no matter how simple something may seem to be, i could still be unsure abt it... all the monotonous and tedious took it's toll on me.. i began to develop counting problems.
For somereasonoranother, i'll count -- 11, 12, 13, 14, and then i'll jump straight to 16. i kept skipping number 15 so i'd hafta start all over again..

And to prevent myself frm messing up even more, i try to count aloud ( softly lah.. so i would look mental ) and every time i get to certain numbers like 67, i'd stop and question myself: wait was that 67 or 76 i said?? so i'd hafta start all over again..

And then there other senarios where i keep repeating a particular "set of 10s", like: 48, 49, 40, 41, 42....40 deja vu.. didnt i count 40 before? shit! so i'd hafta start all over again..

girlnumber20 @ 6:00 AM | |

Monday, March 03, 2003

Here's a little anecdote to accompany those exam tinggles... courtesy of my bro's real-life experiences..

He had his first day of continual assesements today.. math.. he sat there for abt 45 mins i think.. he could only do 3 outta 15 questions.. he got really frustrated and cranky (and it really gets scary when he's upset..) ..the teacher noes his temper already so she decided to go over and counsel him... my brother cried abit more then crushed up his test paper and threw it out the window.

(You should also know that he walked outta class in K2 when the his teacher said "if you don't cooperate you're gonna hafta leave my classroom..." ..so he took his little bag, stormed out, and sat his little 5 year old butt by the door....)

girlnumber20 @ 6:27 AM | |

This one's probably more decent..

Juliet

Which woman of Shakespeare are you?
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girlnumber20 @ 5:59 AM | |

... No.. for once i did a personality quiz properly without working backwards frm the results... so it's obviously wrong..

Schoolgirl

What's your sexual appeal?
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girlnumber20 @ 5:39 AM | |

Sunday, March 02, 2003

OMIGOSH!!!

God gave my archives back!!!
And He didnt even tell me before hand.. just waited for me to surprise myself by clicking on my own blog hours after i gave up trying
Hmm.. perhaps it was item number 10 of Eighteen Things That Passed My Mind...
Maybe He gave em back to Sue too!

girlnumber20 @ 1:43 AM | |

Saturday, March 01, 2003

Remember to watch The Godfather tonight! 10pm!

girlnumber20 @ 10:31 PM | |

Don't pretend you weren't wondering..

Birthdate: 9 July 1984

msn: daydream247@hotmail.com

email: extraordinarymil@gmail.com

If you're my aquaintance and 'heard' frm somewhere that I 'look' Chinese but 'fake' an accent or something, I will explain now (though it's never once and for all): I'm an American born Chinese, my parents are Hongkongers. I was born in Chicago, raised in Hongkong till I was 5, moved to Boca Raton, Florida and stayed till I was 11, moved to Trophy Club, Texas and stayed till i was 13, moved to Singapore and have stayed there since. Throughout my preschool-univeristy life i have attended 13 schools so far. Was it tough? did it make me bitter? I dont think so, ask any of my friends.. or try and find someone who hates me.. *wink*